First day at school. Wasn't too bad. I think I'll fit in, and have good time there.

Still sick, don't know if I'll go to school tomorrow. We'll see..

Been sick, having flu and cough. Sucks, as my school starts tomorrow also, and I really have to go there. Also having so many papers which I have to fill. Information, information and information. Also useless information about me. But blah, got to do it.

Also I visited my friend today! We had loads of fun. We talked while drinking to apple juice. We listened to music, watched funny videos, and we also watched Totally Spies movie. (It was kind of random.) But we had a lot of fun, that's the main point. :)

And so, my school starts tomorrow, so I guess I'll have to go bed earlier today.

" Rauhassa kastele minut kyynelillä"

I miss you.

So. This has been one hell of a weekend. A lot has happened, and nothing has happened. Anyway.

Friday: I visited my old achool with my friend, and met other friends and my old teachers, they even offered us some coffee! (Which I don't drink, but still.) From the school we went to my place, dad bought us some pizza! Glad he did, as we all were extremely hungry. From my place we went to Helsinki, as there was going to be "Night of arts".  The night went really well, A LOT OF people, and of course, loads, loads and again loads of drunk people. Except I wasn't drunk. Later we went to one of our friend from Espoo, se had her housewarming party that night also. Just that we came so late, that the party was actually already over. But we still still stayed there, as we were supposed to sleep there. Me and one of my friends stood up to 5 A.M just talking, talking and talking, while rest of the people slept.

Saturday: Nothing really big happened, just wandering around and chilling. I met some of my good friends.

Sunday: Not sure what is going to happen, except I'm going to go to coffee with my cousin. AND I'm going to cut my hair! I'm excited.

I want those times back. Because I miss you. I just can't see how it came to this.

Nonesense. I'm tired.

Well well! This has been a big day for me! I officially quit high school, and got place in vocational school! Ah, this is just so perfect. I'm so happy now. And my school starts on tuesday, so I have no school for 6 days.

Also weekend is going to be so good! Friday shall be party party, and so shall be saturday! Sunday I think is going to be more relaxing, as I'm going to meet my cousin, and I'm going to go to coffee with her. :-)
Oh! And I'm going to visit my old school on friday, with my friend. :-)

So, a lot is happening this now!

Love his voice.

I'm having a day off! And I listened to this one song again, and I think I fell in love with it. The story, is just so touching.

This song is the thing! It makes me nutzzzz! Lovelove.

Life's a bitch then you die.

This day has been somewhat a good day! And strange in some way.

We went to the forest, to pick mushrooms! I don't know why, but it was fun. We just wandered around the forest searching for mushrooms, and we actually found many. :-)

Also, I split up with my friends with another friend, and we went to this old house, where I have been also before. We went inside it, and also climped on it's roof, it was cool. :-P

And I kind of felt rejected today, seems like difference isn't appreciated everywhere.

Yayitsweekend!

Last hours in school were so restless! I just couldn't help it, but I laughed at everything, even if it was stupid.. I mean, I REALLY laughed at everything stupid.
But anyway, now I have some time to rest, and sleep my nights well. My friend will be coming over tonight, so I won't be alone rest of this day. :-) Tomorrow I'm going to one of my friends, and there will also be other people. (Our friends etc.)

And right now, I really have no idea what to do. I'm just sitting at the computer, listening to music, and doing literally nothing. Oh well, maybe I will make up something? Anyway, dinner is almost ready!

Feeling emotional... Listening to all these sweet, sweet songs I love with one of my friends.. ♥

Sigh. I knew it would come to this eventually. But I actually didn't except it would come this soon.

Anyway, that god I didn't get much homework today.

Tired... Should go to bed I think. And here's one good song for you again.
Good night!

I found 20€ on the ground today! Woop woop.

Anyway, had my first maths lesson today at school. And I think it's not too bad! The teacher is okay, but we'll see when it gets harder. :-)

I also happen to dislike busses... Always late, so you don't always know in which bus you should jump in, which could mean you're not going to the bus you should go in... Grr.

I. Totally. Love.

Hmm. I really do feel like the school isn't for me anymore. It's just way too boring etc.

But! What I feel I REALLY want to do, is music! Lately I've been so inspired about everything that's been going on around me, but the school is literally just in my way. It takes too much time, I really don't have time to write. But we'll see what happens.

Bought my school books today. Or, well dad bought them. So, tomorrow my school will actually start, lessons I mean.

And I still don't know if I can keep going on like this. I really don't like this feeling I have.

But guess you just have to hold on to the things you have, even if it's hard sometimes.

I really don't know if I have the strenght, or the will, to keep going on like this.

Exhaustion is taking its part in this.

And once again, what the fuck?

I've been thinking again so much lately... What if I can't forget you ever? I don't want to forget you, I'd still be with you if I could. I'm still waiting. I will wait as long as you want me to.

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole.

Dying my hair black again!

So. It was my first day in high school. Was pretty interesting. But nothing really big didn't happen yet today. But I met my class for the first time. I already knew few of the people, so it wasn't really a big deal, but it's of course always nice to meet new people! :) (And on my class is also one of my good friends, whom with I've been on the same class for last 11 years.)

As I said, nothing big happened today, tomorrow is going to be a little more important day. As we're going to hear stuff about our courses we're going to have, and which we're going to choose, so it shall be interesting. Also, I think I should sleep more than 4 hours, as I did last night. I really don't recommend it to anyone. :P

And again, here is a good song you all should listen! I'm also going to see them in about 2 months, so I'm really getting restless to see them. (They're touring with August Burns Red, A Day To Remember and Living With Lions on the Eastpart Antidote Tour.)

Mmmmh. It's been a nice night. Having friends over here. :-)

And by the way, this song is good.

You know. I'm pissed. PISSED. But when you really think, there is no right word to describe this feeling. Misery is pretty close, but no.

Fuck this fucking fuck shit.

Riiiiight. Last night was reaally good! It's just I happen to remember nothing from like 8-9 PM to like 3 AM? My mum had to come and pick me up, and take me home.

But anyways, thanks everyone for the great party! And there shall be more to come!

                                        Let's call it party tonight!

Why do I feel like this? This ain't fair.

Oh.. My... God. I guess my cousin has brainwashed me. We've been watching series called Totally Spies. I don't know wether it's good or not. But it's just addictive. I suggest you try it. :P

I'm on this episode now. And yes, I happen to realise I have no life while I'm staying at my cousin. :P

Listen. All I have to day is this.

Piercing #7.

So, I took a new piercing today! And it's septum! :-)

And here is a photo of it! (Yes, I do have few piercings already, as I happen to like them.) So, this is what happend today.

And tomorrow I'm planning to go to Helsinki to meet few people. Also it's going to be busy for the next few days, as I'm going to go to 2 parties, to have some good time with my friends, as we still have time, as summer is almost over, and schools will start in less than 2 weeks.

Greece.

So, AGAIN it has been a long while! But I'm back again! A lot of stuff has happened since last time I wrote!

Remember when I wrotr about going to Greece? The trip was very pleasant I must say! I enjoyed so much. But most of all, oh my god... The food! It's so good there! All i have to say is: GO THERE AND TASTE IT. Anyway., as one of the reason for some people to go abroad, is to sunbathe, I did that too. And what usually happens, or can happen, is to burn, I did burn myself. Not badly, but I still did. My shoulders burned, and my chets burned a little. So it wasn't a big problem.

Here's also some pictures from the trip.

                                       Our cousin, my little sister, my big sister and I in the night.

         We also enjoyed swimming in the pool. So here's my big sister, little sister, me and my mother.

                 But of course we also swam in the sea! (Me, little sister, dad and big sister.)

This is part of the village we stayed for the whole 2 weeks. It seems small, but believe me, there was a lot of things, including few incredible good restaurants! I loved it there.

And now few photos of me. It was really windy there, so there was no point in doing anything to your hair, 'cause the wind would've ruined the hair anyways. (Yes, I like to do things to my hair.)

So, now you know why I didn't post anything for so long (this post is almost week late, but don't mind. I'm lazy.) I really, really suggest this country to anyone who enjoys warmth and the sun, and most of all, the people there! They're really kind and talkative, or atleast most of them. I really would go there again anytime.

Anyway, this was my trip to Greece this summer!